Just sick of the BFN's. I want to quit trying just so I don't fail again. It hurts but I know the goal is a beautiful baby. And that's all I want. I just wish I knew how hard this was going to be. Not sure if I am prepared to go down the injectable road. Time will tell...
DH is having surgery on 4/16. He needs his deviated septum fixed and his tonsils out. I think it's smart to take a break and then pick it back up again when he is healed. But this inner drive and determination keeps telling me to go for it and to keep trying. I keep switching it up and many times telling myself: "maybe this is fate... maybe I am just meant to have one child". And then the other side keeps saying, "no... you have to keep trying. Nothing worth-while is ever easy to acheive". I just don't know anymore.
Don't give up! You are NOT meant to have one child. Good things come in due time. :)
ReplyDeleteEDIT: I meant you are not meant to have just one child.
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry about your BFN. Hang in there!
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