Yesterday was a heart-breaking day when I got the call that the beta was negative. I had a lot of hope. Well... I am still positive but just not as hopeful. The more months that go on and the more BFN's I get... I want to give up. I am just so tired of the Dr. visits, the meds, the expense. I think we will do two more IUI's and then we are done. If it doesn't work, it's just not meant to be anymore. I refuse to keep this up.
All I can do is pray. I am doing all I can do. The rest is in God's hands.
I am praying with you. Stay positive and hopeful. I hope you get your BFP really soon!
ReplyDeleteI just came on to check because I knew you were checking this weekend. I am so sorry sweety. I can't even imagine the frustration you and your husband must be going through. I had you in my prayers and I will continue to do so. XOXO
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